superheroes.

our dreams put on sale

2008-10-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

it's time to move on to the next day.
http://sitchbox.wordpress.com

2008-10-11T20:18:00.001+08:00

I'm so confused right now.
Please tell me this is just a sick joke and a lie, please.

2008-10-11T13:53:00.002+08:00

briar rose on msn bleeds love to all.

♫ Little wonders - Rob Thomas

2008-10-11T13:18:00.002+08:00

"What happens when he's your prince charming,
but you're not his Cinderella?"

dear ms. zephyr

2008-10-10T19:43:00.003+08:00

hello, i am waiting for my nails to dry.
they look like pastel colours.
heeeeheee, orrrange.
i need yellow :/

went to east coast with bestgirl, tp and couz.
played water bomzxzx again, and then splashed, held breath underwater, fill pants with sand and build sand castle and dinosaur(failed)
hahahahaha, had lunch at macs, then went biking.
at first, i kept screaming but got a hang of it later on, i am vvvvvvv happy!
rode to part b of east coast, then dead end, turned arnd.
something happened after that, which i shall not state.
.
.
.
went to take some photos at the jetty, then s called me a billionwillionmillion times.
got a little angry.
then some fisher(wo)man asked if we could help her buy ice for the stuff she caught cos we hab bikes.
being really nice, we did.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
so kind right.
then went up to lighthouse and looked at seaview.
beautiful.
got really rojak-feeling'd after that then i biked away really fast, but couz came.
went to the other end and then emo-ed.
haiz. haiz. haiz.
picked pretty seashells and then headed back to shop to return bikes.
bryan had trouble with his break, so we all tried to push it back, got it to work and headed back.
smth happened again, which i shall not state.
.
took cabbie back to beeshan.
almost fell asleep on bryan in the cab.
heeehawww, i (L) couz.
Tp has photos to blackmail me.
seh la. D:
went to basement, saw nickolia, didnt recognize me.
heehaw.
homed, talked with bestg.
i can only say

i feel vvvv watched right now.

ps. i forgot to say, (to tp)
I GOT SUNBURNT! HAH! realized it when i got home. ((((:

2008-10-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

PAPERS ARE OVER.
went out with oli & fish to vivo.
the sea view is awesome,
photos with 'em.

OHOHOHOHOH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!

ps, we keep crackling @ fish. (:
non-halal craclkling chocolate, and we took the wrong train, that why it was super empty.
took a while to realised, then i blurted it out super louuuud.
HAHA!

passport to nowhere

2008-10-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

Up till now, don't you know that everything you do and every word you say affects me?
Don't you see that every time you walk out the door,
I'm so afraid you won't return.
Don't you understand that everything you do brings me one step closer,
and the things you never said and did are just blanks in my heart.

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

xxxxxxxxx

2008-10-08T12:37:00.001+08:00

i'm at fish's house again.
heeeehaw.
science was alright, :D

2008-10-07T18:07:00.002+08:00

I screwed up todays math paper, I want to pwn in science!
Alright, if i wanna pwn you people, i gotta study!
Hahahaha! studied at fish's house earlier on and camwhored after awhile, heeehee.

I need you like superman needs kryptonite

2008-10-06T17:05:00.002+08:00

Let's toast to what is real.
These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume.

Romeo and Juliet, Act II, Scene VI

i think today's geography paper was pretty alright, and i do realize that my 'i's are not captalised.
and for some reason my eyes hurt now, like those twit-ish people act cute that time then they look up from under their fringe those kind of do- too- long pain.
ok, i admit it, i'm hyperventilating and my eyes are really hurtaaaaaaaang!
ermuhm, i think i have to study more of math, somehow, maybe practice it or something, i dont know.

ps. i cant even type properly now.
kjwefhuinwihfoiwhiwefjiwfigwufy.

we're climbing higher than forever

2008-10-04T10:36:00.004+08:00

baby tell me please
is this a dream
spending the night with you
beneath the cherry trees
just make a wish
and everything comes true
*

hi,I'mgoingtostudyafterthisbecauseIfeellikeit.
hooray,I'mgoingtoturngeektillnextthursday.
kthanxbai,luvyou.

(ps) Iwillbeworkingonaclasspageaftertheexams,thistimeonlycertainpeoplewillupdate.
Iwillprobablysettheblogupwithauthors,soitis(hopefully)UNHACKABLE.
krlrg2gnow.
BAIBAIBAIBAIBAI.

When words mean nothing, we'll die romantic.

2008-10-03T17:29:00.003+08:00

Today is the
worst, most
embarrassing
day of my life.
Haha!

I really ought not to be laughing.

Papers today, I think I'm going to screw up. (Worst day)
I walked straight into Shao Ee 3 times (Stupid)

First time was during paper break, was studying, suddenly monkey come and sit in the table in front of me. I was mugging like some geeky person so I didn't care.
Until he started making noise that he was coming, I decided to run, but nobody go with me!
And all the girls just sat there laughing and I really ran back to class (myself) , so paiseh.

Second time, after school, we were walking to J8, at the 24-hour foodcourt entrance, bumped into Glenn and people. Saw green crumpler and ran (again) Walked through food court and went through the outside of the food court to meet the girls, but they (Glenn and co.) were on the same path as me, so I practically walked into them.
HAHH, damn it, so much for avoiding them. Stupid, I might as well have walked with the girls and not gotten embarrassed.

Third time, at interchange.
Saw them (AGAIN! WTH!) and tried to avoid (AGAIN) by walking behind the wall,
but I still had to walk past them in the end.
WHAT
THE
HELL,
SO
EMBARRASSING.
(AGAIN!)

I heard I was pointed at, damned.
And I heard he waved, damned.

I officially appoint myself,
Miss Most Paiseh and Miss Scatterbrain and Miss Joke.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. 8|

Oh, I wasted half an hour walking from Jiale's house to my house.
Got toasted by the sun. 8D

2008-10-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

MAYBE TIME WILL FREEZE,
Is this a dream spending the night with me
And under cherry trees,
Just make a wish and everything comes true.

Daddy God saves

2008-10-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

I've been pretty down today I guess,
still don't really want to talk about it though.
Hmmm, I guess what I wanted to say is that God really helped me through today.
The hymn Ms D Wong shared this morning was really meaningful.
I just went to search that song on youtube and then I couldn't stop listening
to the praise and worship songs.
And I felt so assured that He will never forsake me and I have this sense of calm and peace.
So to all those people out there, my Lord is One who saves and He is my best friend , my King and my brother. What about you?
God is always a prayer away and He'll always hear you and pick you up whenever you're down.

10:19

2008-10-02T10:19:00.002+08:00

Time is ticking,
but I'm standing still.
I HATE YOU
I LOVE YOU

10:1

2008-10-02T10:19:00.001+08:00

2008-10-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

If we go our separate ways,
I will never forget those days,
of all the good times we shared,
the bad times we had,
and all the memories that show that we cared.
But now it's time to split apart,
and keep those memories in our hearts.
So, baby, if you don't want that to happen, don't let it.
Cause I wont give up if I still want to try,
I wont dry my eyes if I still want to cry,
I wont stop asking questions if I want to know why,
and I can't say goodbye, if I can never let you go.

2008-10-01T18:58:00.001+08:00

I've taken 200km/h in the wrong lane for you, baby.
And I just don't know what to do now.

I wont cry, I promise

2008-10-01T18:29:00.001+08:00

Haha! Went out with moi Momma to fashbash.
I spent $20 there, bought some really vintage purse and a shirt from littleoddforest.
It's awesome, then ate at a small pub called Tavern, not bad, and really cosy feeling to the place.
Next went to ArtFriend and bought canvas for de-stressing purposes (if needed)
Hohoho,
retail therapy is awesome!
K, have to study again soon.

:D

At our best

2008-09-30T22:40:00.001+08:00

[Wings & Haloes, Five to Seven] [This Is How It Feels] says:
yeahyeahyeahyeah
tourniquet, where is your heart says:
I wanna CRY.
tourniquet, where is your heart says:
No, seriosuly, suddenly feel like bawling.
[Wings & Haloes, Five to Seven] [This Is How It Feels] says:
PMS alert.
tourniquet, where is your heart says:
PMS over le la! -.-!
[Wings & Haloes, Five to Seven] [This Is How It Feels] says:
still have la
tourniquet, where is your heart says:
..... NO.
tourniquet, where is your heart says:
i'm a girl, you shuddup about PMS.
[Wings & Haloes, Five to Seven] [This Is How It Feels] says:
watever

JOKER.

Baby!

2008-09-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

I wanna get back
To the old days
When the phone
Would ring
And I knew it
Was you
I wanna start back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh, kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know
That you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you

One unfinished story,

2008-09-30T15:54:00.002+08:00

Teachers are so (insert word here)
LTH told me off for poetry, sheesh, poetry is so personal, there's no right/wrong answer.
Was really chissed off after that and gave everyone the cold shoulder and the middle finger.
Paiseh , paiseh.

Anyway, some girl from 2 Joy came up to me and asked to borrow my PE shorts,
for some reason, I sad yes.
(Diao face)

Alright, Chinese did my work, it was pretty fruitful I guess :D
Phys Ed, Mr Khoo came in, naggy person, ask me tuck in shirt, blahblah and more blah.
Science, did worksheet and then lunch.
Had to run for train after that and I barely managed to squeeze through!
Heeeehee, Oli must be so annoyed.

Oh yes, Happy Birthday Suen!

It's monsoon, baby.

2008-09-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

Andy says:
chey can i call u flugirl since u call me babboon?
skinner says:
..
Andy says:
or lovesongs and how u noe i call babboon?
skinner says:
....
Andy says:
dun ... me leh
skinner says:
kkkk
Andy says:
why do u call me babboon?
skinner says:
donno
Andy says:
lol flu-atchoo-girl
skinner says:
baboon

Anyway, I made this skin, started coding at around 7plus, it's almost 9 now.
Alright, I'm going to my Grandma's housie to eat dinner. (L)

And when I lose myself I think of you,

2008-09-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

Got a shock last night,
and cried.
Yes, I cried alright. :/
And I prayed hard you'll be alright, really fine.
Slept at 2am plus,
woke up at 830 this morning.
Genius right, and no one woke me up cause they thought I wasn't going to school cos I was sick.
Perfect, just the wrong day for it.
So, I woke up, and called Dad to drive back home and send me to school.
I made it in time, Hallelujah.
Almost died during Lit,
DnT was a blow-off, I was really angry at Mr.Wong for being NOT understanding and bloody fricking heartless.
He won't even give us grace period cause of the Friday thing, and expected us to know that he gave worksheet during grad ceremony.
hello, we ain't psychic.
:S

Roar.

Art was usual slackslack.
Only left with Cheena-ese to study and Math to practice and I'll be F-I-N-E.
So, left with final revision before papers.
Strangely not nervous, but feel like I didn't do enough work to get me on the track.
Procrastination nation, baby.

Had lunch in cantten with the higher mother tongues, laughed at Mr.P.Lau
Caifang left, then Murphy and I waited with Zirui, played piano and then bai-ka-kia came out.
(sorry, yo! if you're reading this)
Had a big shockshockshock.
Almost as big as what he tole me yesterday.
Hohums.

Monsoon
Moneyhoney

step up to the streets, baby

2008-09-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

Tell me if you have a problem with freestyle pianists.
I'll chew your stupid ears off.
(I feel like a twit, I don't want to turn into a twit. I MUST NOT BECOME SOME TWIT~~BITCH~~.)

Waiting for hair to grow so long, so long
Talking to YikTin/Yuting/Yiktin/Yuting.
Singapore so hot hot hot
Ele's back. :D
Meetings are draining me.
I feel bad for saying that.
People don't respect my art.
I have DnT to fail, I haven't started on it.
Yes, To PHAIL.
I'm going to take a shower.
Gabriel keeps signing in and out.
New Moon is next to me.
I feel like reading.
Pooh, I have no time.
Shower, now.
Studies later,
Free time, never.
I think I should quit piano.
I want to cry.
N-levels
are
tomorrow.
Good luck to all seniors.
My EOYs are this Friday.
I have to MUG.
Pack my room first,
then mug.
Shower first, then pack my room.
Pl0x.
(end)

Let clarity define you

2008-09-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

Never be the same again?

Hell yeah, people commit suicide and make mistakes because of stupid jerks like you.

But I won't do that, not over someone like you,
you care, but every time you're with your friends,
I don't know you anymore.
Suck it up you stupid boy, and tell me when you're thinking properly on how to treat me.
.
.
.

Have I mentioned how bad the feeling you put in my heart tonight is? You make me feel like I don't matter enough, so am I really nothing to you? And I'm starting to feel like I've made a wrong choice to know you and to get close to you, I think you're about to checkmate me, I guess I'll just wait and see...
.
.
.
I still love you anyway.

Anyway, Mr Wong is killing me with his DnT crapshit.
I am angry, moody and bloody irritable now, hence, I am in no mood to
research on the freaking-piece-of-crap DnT assignment or study for EOYs.
Hoo-ray.

Youth today was good but hardly any saints present today. :/

These small hours.

2008-09-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

Tell me what all those words mean.
I don't want bad things to happen.
Don't I matter enough to you at all?

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

Let this be our prayer for the little wonders

2008-09-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

I really want to thank God for the little things He does for me
in my everyday life, like putting me in crew, so that I could take a break from everything.
Although I'm sore and tired now, it was a good experience.

And hey,
Get well soon alright, go see a doctor,don't make me worry. (:

The prayer
Little wonders

Bipolar , the manic depression has begun.

2008-09-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to say anything,
except that this is a really difficult time in my life.
Don't take what I say to heart,
I'm just trashing things out with myself,
screaming self-loathe,
in a form of words and literature.

so I'll say a sorry beforehand, to anybody I offended. I know you're out there.

yellow ribbons

2008-09-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

Took me by shock,
I can't say a word,
I can only hide behind the smiles,
I'm sweating and my breath is coming out in ragged gasps,
my eyes are searching,
I just don't know what I'm looking for.
Where are you.

Things are not supposed to happen this way,
I'm throwing up thinking,
perfection doesn't exist,
but everybody's looking.
my mind is racing,
can't control it.
I'm racing against time,
but tide is waiting.

2008-09-22T18:57:00.003+08:00

I would like to thank everybody who wished me a happy birthday,
especially those who took me out to lunch and set up a surprise party for me.
I really enjoyed myself, the mudpie was awesome, and the cake fight was the best thing that
ever happened.
Thanks guys, for making this birthday a special one.
All the wishes, presents, handshakes and hugs,
thanks so much. (>:

Kaiting, Bryan, John, Jiale, Bhavna, Olivia, Nurul, Samuel, Vito, Hanafi, Nurliyana, Zirui, Caifang, Murphy, Yvonne, Shawn, Rabi, Clarice and ( person who forgot my birthday. ) not forgetting family and other people I missed out.

luvluv you guys.

PS. Not forgetting the One who gave me the best things in life, Daddy God, who gave me life, and gave me a thunderstorm this morning, the first thing I saw as a 14 year-old.

sum 41 - with me

2008-09-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

I'm sad to see you upset too.

pizza

2008-09-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

I, Tessa, have NO willpower.
hahaha! I studied 2 chapters of science and knocked out for a good 2 hours.
Awesome right!
Have to finish chapter 5/6 today,
then tomorrow till chapter 9
then chapter 12,
then chapter 15.
which means I will finish science on Wednesday.
Leaving me Thursday,Friday,Saturday,Sunday,Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday to finish
Math,Chinese,Literature.
My gosh, killer math.

Anyway, after studying those 2 chapters, I shall sing Happy Birthday to Me.

fluff-ade.

2008-09-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

Aye,
my bed and books be beckoning me to them now.
alright, studystudy.

20 sticks and politics

2008-09-20T22:47:00.005+08:00

God makes life beautiful in His time.
and today He put three speshul saints in my life to get my mind away from things.
(:

oh right,
went to Bugis to get my bag(s) and stuff.
and I was (am) sick ,
cold-sweating like some mad dude.
ok , great, now my guts hurt too.
and C is sick.
get well soon , pup.
I'm sick too.

*(sweats)

oh and I quote Rachel the Phua.
" I tell you a 5-second ghost story. Imagine Tessa fat. "

love at it's best

2008-09-19T19:59:00.002+08:00

So often I thought of me,
putting myself first so selfishly,
looking through I,
only from my point of view,
and not you.
then someone reached out to me,
when I needed compassion desperately,
I saw the truth, suddenly knew,
that you need, need to be,

someone who cares,
somewhere who's willing,
to stand tall,
when the rain falls,
someone who cares,
someone who's there for the long haul,
and after the just one breath,
help me to be, someone who cares.

Oh I want to help your heart
when somebody else's breaks apart
ready to serve,
letting your worth lead the way,
everyday.

someone who cares,
someone who's willing to stand tall,
when the rain falls,
someone who cares,
someone who's there for the long haul,
and after that just one breath,
help me to be,
someone who cares~
oh,
someone who...
someone who cares
someone who's willing to stand tall,
when the rain falls,
someone who cares,
someone who's there for the long haul,
and after that just one breath
help me to be someone who cares.

(someone cares)

the littlest things that take you there.

2008-09-18T18:44:00.004+08:00

Falling hardest, for someone.

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends,
from elementary to high school,
from beginning to end.
Through all those years,
their friendship grew,
they both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment,
since the day they met,
they both loved each other,
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had, in her terrible life,
he was the one, who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile,
through life threw him curves, she made it all worthwhile.

Then one day,
things went terribly wrong,
the next few weeks were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous, on purpose he tried,
when the girl asked "do you love her?"
on purpose, he lied.
He played with jealousy, like it was a game,
little did he know, that things will never be the same.

His plan was working,
he had no clue,
how wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone,
just her and the blade,
no one else at home.
She dialed his number,
he answered , "hello?"
She told him she loved him,
and hung up the phone.

He raced to her house, just a minute too late,
and found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession-
her love for this boy, her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried ,
he took the blade, that night, they both died.

She was found in his arms ,
both of them dead. under her note,
his handwriting said:

I love her so,
she never knew,
all this time,
I loved her too.

dashboard confessional

2008-09-18T18:44:00.001+08:00

What I did for love.

Ji Won looked down at Mina, through his tear-filled eyes. "I'm so sorry Mina."

"Don't say you're sorry," she whispered back to him. "You've done nothing wrong."

Ji Won shook his head. "I'm so sorry. You've done so much for me and I haven't even realized it. I haven't done anything for you except put you through a lot of pain."
From the story, What I did for love.

2008-09-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

It's just the right words,song and melody.
Which brings back all the memories, the times you made me smile and the times you made me cry,
all the messages that your words carried, hidden meanings I never saw.
Fragments through time, which I forgot, I want to remember and treasure them.
And even though we quarrel and fall-out all the time,
I want to be here,
always.

Just to see you smile, and do well,
all I want.

three word lie

2008-09-17T16:09:00.002+08:00

Who are you?

Who am I,

what are we?

Some three-word lie?

"I love you" is said too much

and those three words, have lost it's touch.

superheroes are still human.

2008-09-16T20:00:00.001+08:00

I stink of my dog.
EEEEE, and OMG, TAN JUST TOLD ME THE MOST SHOCKING THING!
hahahahahhhahahahahahahahahaa, I feel so bad laughing,
I don't know why!
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
OMGOMG! (L)

Headache and sad songs.

2008-09-16T18:58:00.002+08:00

But we should have had the sun
Could've been inside
Instead we’re over here

1. Mingli's blog always makes me cry.
2. Are you lying to me?
3. Where are you?
4. We have to talk.
5. Or rather, I have to talk to you.
6. Badly.
7. I'm going to cry,
8. It's not going to last forever.
9. The cause.
10. New world order.
11. Have to give letter for being absent for CCA.
12. Stupid rule that #11 is,
13. What the hell.
14. I feel so
15. [whatever]
16. standing still,
17. here.
18. gee, that sucks.
19. Stop ignoring me, people.
20. I'm going to bed soon.
21. Headache and sad songs.
22. Bye.

I want to be so sure.

2008-09-16T18:10:00.002+08:00

I want to be so sure, a hundred percent.
Surer, than I have ever been.
Anyway, I just want to let you know, I'll be here, and I don't ever want you to think I won't.

Don't Quit Poem
by anonymous

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must; but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow;
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

countdown-

2008-09-16T17:15:00.005+08:00

You, dear Virgo, seem to be a specialist at relationships, and you are very sensitive
to the ups and downs in your own relationships and friendships.
Yet today you may be wondering if people somehow
love you less than they did before.
This is rather an odd question,
but another one may be hiding underneath...do you really have to make such
a big effort in order to be loved?
Only you can answer the question.

Though you say it, I don't believe it.
I can't bring myself to, I trust in you, it's just my heart and my mind's
messing everything up, I'm sorry alright, but you won't know anyway.
And you told me I've changed, and I'm so afraid.
I don't want to,
I'm scared,
but I can't decide between _ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _

Reminiscence.

2008-09-14T21:08:00.002+08:00

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes.
-Nick Lachey

I suddenly feel really upset, confused, sad, down, melancholic, broken, shattered, torn.
The rope's going to snap under pressure, and I don't think I can cope for the week.
Have to survive the drama of Drama (pun) and the load of work and tests.
I can hardly breathe and now I just want to cry.
There's nothing left in me, except an old message, which I want to burn,
because I can no longer feel the genuine words.
You know this feeling sucks, and I just want to run away.
And hide somewhere, and cry like the lost little girl from 8 years back,
waiting for Daddy and Mommy, and Grandma and Grandpa to come find me and love me.
I can't breathe.

2008-09-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

And you never realized how much it affects somebody
what you say and do keeps me thinking,
I _ _ _ _ you.

School tomorrow, dragdragdrag.
I really don't want to go for drama on Tuesday / Friday.
And honestly I don't give a shit if Mdm Chng-what's-her-name and Angie wants to see me.
I can live without drama, sheesh, give me a break.
I don't care if some bitch/slut is going to come along and go
"oh my gosh, can you believe she said that? Tessa is such a slut."
To those people who are going to do that,
I DON'T CARE WTF YOU WANT TO SAY AND IT'S NONE OF MY FRICKING BUSSINESS,
AND IT'S NONE OF YOURS TO MEDDLE WITH MY SCHOOL LIFE/ CCA .
so there.

FLICKRFLICKRFLICKROEI!

2008-09-14T00:16:00.001+08:00

I AM IN ♥ WITH FLICKR.
IT IS THE MOST AWESOME THING I HAVE SEEN IN MY LIFE.
PREMIUM IS EVEN MORE AWESOME.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Eyes the size of the moon.

2008-09-13T23:01:00.007+08:00

Starlight, Starbright,
that's the star, the one on your right.

Went to East Coast to celebrate Bryan's (surprise) birthday. :D
Awesome fun, took a cab there, girls and guys separate cab, and the girls reached first,
so we ran to Mac's and filled water balloon, then to the beach.
Asked the guys to go beach instead of meeting at Mac's and we SPLASHED them.
Guan was playing cause he didn't bring clothes to change.
So the rest of us went into full-swing of water fight, but with sea water.
I'm still cleaning sand out of my hair.

After awhile we just pushed everybody into the water, so we got sand in pants and other places, even on our face.
It was so hilarious, we tackled everybody (except Guan) into the water.
After awhile they moved on to piling sand on me. :O
Then gave Bryan his present, a giant sand message with the messages.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH, packed up and went biking.
Took skates instead cause I can't ride! ):
Jiale took with me, then he kept going really slow and I was coaching, I feel like failure, he gave up awhile later, but at least he could move.
I tried to go forward, but ended up locking and fell, grazed my right knee and it bled.
Hohums.
So went round a few times, Jiale took bike , I bladed with Bryan.
Bryan changed with Vito, then bladed with Vito and Bryan biked.
My calf (?) started to hurt cause the blade backings were rubbing against them, and now I have 2 ugly cuts.
Stopped after the rent time was up, I was last to reach but I picked up speed over final 150m.
I didn't see them so near to me, so I langah-ed/crashed/banged into the bikes, I gripped one of the handlebars with one hand, then my bearings were still moving really fast so i slided underneath all of them and landed on the floor.
Unglam Unglam.
Dinner at some really expensive Jap place, then Yvonne went to meet her mom.
So 5 of us piled into one taxi ( I tell you the uncle was super nice to let us have 5 people)
and went crazy, I kept kissing my petbag, and Bryan used it to wave out of the window.
Talked to the cabby, and he was laughing cause Bryan said technically 5 kids in a taxi was OK, and we're all kids in our parent's eyes.
Reached J8, walked around, Jiale tried catching a white Stitch Plush with the machine. HAHAHAHA.

And flickr rocks bytheway,
but I don't think they have photo-editing tools.
Tsktsk, if they did, perfection. (:

( + more )

this planet.

2008-09-13T10:30:00.002+08:00

I had a dream, that the world was ending,
but I was not afraid, and I started to try to get people to believe in God.

Drama yesterday was not good.
new instructor for this week and next, I miss Ros like nuts.
Went for lunch-dinner with Olivia & Bhavna, then went back to school to meet Tan Jiale.
Followed XQ, JL and BK to j8 eat their dinner, then followed Jiale home.
His guardian's kid is awesome, but she bully moi.
and was dancing with my petbag.
HAHAHAHAHAHZHAHAHAHAHAHAHQHAHAHAHA, she slapped me then her grandma ask her to sayang, then she go rub my cheek, then grandma ask her kiss it.
I fell over, haha!
She didn't manage to kiss me cause I kept yelling and laughing.
Alright, now to get ready for the beach.
:DDDDDD

I dare you to move

2008-09-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
-Switchfoot

I just found out that you have been lying to me.

(L)

2008-09-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

Han asked me to do this quiz.
Pshhhhhh.

The age I'll be on my next birthday
•14

A place I'd like to travel to
•ROME

Favorite place
•CHURCH

Favorite food/drink
•EVERYTHING

Favorite pet
•Casper

Favorite color combination
•GREY/RED

Favorite piece of clothing
•all

All time favorite song
•PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.

Favorite TV show
•ANYTHING STUPID.

Full name of your significant other
•___________________

The town in which I live
•SG

Ambition
• HAVENT DECIDED YET

A bad habit
• TEMPER

Worst fear
• NOTHING TO FEAR WITH GOD. (:

First thing I'll buy with a million dollars
•I'll scream first.

crabmeat.

2008-09-10T19:04:00.001+08:00

fears are not flaws,
it's that which makes us human.

pshhhhh, on MSN now.
was I being emo in class?
hope not, anyway my dog saved my life cause when I came out of the toilet
I saw a (dead) cockroach in the floor, apparently dog killed it.
I'm afraid of LIVE cockroaches, so thank you doggy!
(L)

Celandine.

2008-09-09T22:16:00.006+08:00

Write your melody, songstress,
melt the people's hearts again.
But don't let anyone know that your heart is beating,
beating only for him.
the one and only

who stole your heart.

this is so annoying, internet is disconnecting.
my head is heavy, and I want to sleep, but I'm super grouchy
cause my internet's laggy.
talking gibberish, I really have to knock off ASAP.

baby, dont't forget.

2008-09-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

DON'T TALK TO ME.
grrrr, geez, relax la!
>:[

pigeon.

2008-09-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

I HAVE COMPLETED ART PROJECT,
(except for 3D sketch , which I will draw during class tomorrow)
my hands are sticky and gluey and colored with all sorts of colors!
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA, awesomezxzx.

they say it takes a minute,
to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire lifetime
to forget them.

I want to remember you as my one special person. (L)

kukunaven.

2008-09-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Just came back from gramma's house and I need a shower quickquick!
Almost done with art, I have the drafts so now to transfer it to paper!
There's no drama tomorrow, how sad. )):
I mean really, I've grown to like Ros, she's utterly N-U-T-S.

nothing is all right

2008-09-08T16:21:00.003+08:00

I have nothing to say, but i got back my report book,
with a 10 point L1R5.
Improvement from a 15, but heck, the papers this time were easier.
I'm still speechless and confused, so I'm going to bed.
Pfffft, work on art, math filing and worksheet when I wake up from a short nap,
hope I wont wake up in a grump.

where will you hide

2008-09-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you

I don't want to see you, and I can't believe I felt bad.
I really despise you, you and your sorrys, how stupid I have been to believe them.
I finally opened up my eyes, I've been blind.

at the olde faire

2008-09-07T17:29:00.002+08:00

Went to the optician to get new spectacles.
It's red/black and plastic-y.
I like,I like. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, awesomezxzx.
Alright, back to planning. :D
and homework.

-10 page art
-content page (1 page)
-6 pages of reasoning
-3D room sketch (1 page)
-Introduction (1 page)
-Final costing (1 page)
-Math worksheet

swings above the boardwalk

2008-09-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

At the memorial ground,
as grandma placed the flowers on your stone,
I looked away because I was silently fighting within myself,
begging me not to cry.
I almost lost it, and I just feel like sitting there for hours crying.
Maybe I'll go back one fine day,

See you soon.

crying rivers.

2008-09-06T12:42:00.001+08:00

come on,
get out of my head already!

.
.
pfffft, hungry but don't feel like eating lunch.

Watching sunsets.

2008-09-06T11:13:00.002+08:00

My heart's really heavy today,
have to get to All Saints Church when my sister gets home from tuition,
and i found out that my mum's 8th uncle just passed away, I don't think I know who he is,
but it's really disturbing me, everybody's passing on.

Still waiting for bangs to grow pass my eyes, then can annoy Ms Nah,
Who am I kidding, I'm too disoriented now.

Bella's lullaby

2008-09-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

Because life's not a bed of roses, it never was.
Maybe you should leave me, or vice versa.

I don't know, I think I might cry tomorrow, maybe shed a silent tear.
I miss you, I never told you those three words 6 years ago, never said it, never did.
Lost my chances, I'm so sorry.
I love you.
See you tomorrow , ah gong.

blow, wind, blow.

2008-09-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

Went to school to do design and technology project.
Finished it, and broke the glue gun. ( haven't told momma yet :X )
I am going to die, can't do art without the glue gun. )))):
Lunched with Bhavna, Jiale, Kylie, Eugene, Xinrui, Jiahui @ macs.
Back to school to help with their project.
See, we so nice.
Everybody left after awhile, I went moody and emotional.
So, there was silence.
.
.
Finished the second part of the box, went to playground with Bryan, Bhavna and Jiale.
Played around, said hi to the cat, smiled at some kids, took some photos and laughed.
Stupid Jiale doesn't want to send me the photos now, so you shall wait.
I'll post them when i get them alright.

Oh wait, before that, please help me do that poll on a new MSN / EMAIL name,
I can't decide.

hey there, happiness

2008-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

hello blogger, I'm back.
maybe for good, I dontknaw.
planning last day of holidays with bhavna and tan. where's bryan?
Boooo, ugly bangs and I'm starting to cough again.
on the good side, I finished science, left with 8 questions for math, and I have watched wall-e.
hooray!
:D

.
.

I feel like an old woman now because I'm sipping honey.
Only difference, old women don't blog for 4 hours.
Yes, Bhavna, I want a dog bone for my birthday.
Speaking of which, Happy Seventeenth Birthday, Johndie-Blondie. (: